Tonight met up with Thanh to have dinner.... We went to Ten Ten Tei I has a Sushi & Shashimi Set... and i actually didn't finish it. We was just discussing work and how stressful it is and how bad morale is.

As I was walking back to my car saw peeps standing out bathing ape... i was like wondering why cos like the shop was close... then i saw they were dress up head to toe with the Bape stuff. Maybe there fans of the stuff... wish i had that much money to do that.

Today as i was going to work i saw a squirrel dodging traffic... it was quite painful watching... in the end i think he got his tail or backside crashed but managed to stumble to the pavement.... poor thing.

Was meant to go to Son Bday thing today but its too late for me as i have work the next day... Don't worry bro i will meet up with you and treat you!

Look how good Winning Elevin 9 looks on the PSP!!!!


Called VW today they say my car is in transit now so i guess its currently being delivered... I'm quite excited!!!!!!! been waiting for ages now...

I can't get rid of this acne!!!!!! its been on my face for like 3 week now... help!!!!!!!!!! its soo bad man!!!!

Pic from Gemma's Blog

This is what happens when you get me to cook food :p

Today I went shopping with Linda... Brought a really nice jacket from Paul Frank... top from boxfresh... shirt from H&M and trousers from Next.... tired from walking now :p

Later on met up with Ming and Eva then went CK to eat.

got some cool clothes now..... tried to buy some green stuff to match my trainers but quite hard... gonna put the original white strings on those superstars again... i'm not cool enough to have green laces :p

Tonight went out to have a nice quiet Bday meal with Eva, James, Linda, Melvin, Ming, Yuki and Jessi.

My dish was quite nice... What i like about Zizzi is the service is really good... I was quite nice to have a meal like that again we haven't met up like that for ages now.... so it was good.... afterwards we went to LV to play a bit of pool... i beat melvin 2-1 lol!!!!

Afterwards we went on a nice long cruise to docklands... then we were gonna go to this 24 hour diner but cos everyone is old now and wanted to go home and go on msn or sleep :p

Was quite a nice night as always...

Today i went to work... on my Bday :) don't ask me why ... just trying to save the holiday i have so i can go away when i have money which i think will never happen hahaha.

Got into work today... Chris my team leader had plastered my Twin monitor with post it notes saying Happy Birthday... thanks for that made me smile :)

Afterwards one of my work mates exposed me in an office email that it was my bday and that i listen to S Club 7... (it is not true... it suddenly appeared on my ipod :p ) anyway that lead to other peoples ipods playlist being exposed lol

Thanks to Thanh and Axe for organising a nice bday lunch for me... shame it didn't work out in the end.... silly daves diner :p



Afterwork went home to freshen up for the Bday meal at Benihana which is quite a posh tapanaki place (its where the chef cooks the food in front of you)... I've never laughed so much in my life... the Chef was soooooo funny.... and he thought my name was jack but everyone was to polite not to correct him lol.

In the end the food wasn't all that... but the entertainment of the chef cooking the food and the jokes he was saying made it soooooo funny and entertaining... Thanks to Gemma for organising that...

Afterwards it was onto thai sq.... met up with Lesoi and Son just relaxed and chilled.....

quite shocked i saw Mimi there.... my sisters friend.... never met her in my life but recognised her from friendster init! nice to meet you and thanks for saying !

anyway by 2.30 was well tired could hardly drive myself home... but managed to....

Had a wonderful night as a whole. Very happy indeed!

Anyway can't wait to have my Bday Dinner with James, Ming, Linda, Eva etc on Sat night now.......






Thank you to

- Gemma for the Addidas Superstars (you read my mind) and the hand made Doraemon card :p (Doraemon is wearing superstars as well how cool is that!)

- Anna for the Ted Baker Scarf (wish you told me earlier that my other scarf was crap)

- Susie for the Vans Polo Shirt (you made me sooo cool for the night )

- Minh for the Molten Brown face lotion thingy... (sure it will help my acne)

Not in Picture -
Eva - Thank you for the Air Conditioning Unit (hopefully i can be cool all year round now)
Zip - Thank you for £50 of Next gift Vouchers (Thank you Miss Wong but i did say not to get me anything but thank you for the gift.)

Jane - Thank you sis for £35

Thank you Mummy and Daddy for the Doraemon bedsheet I wanted them when i was 5 you buy them when i'm 24! hahahah just kidding.... i love it dude.... Mum and Dad think i'm a kid still :p I love them so much.

Friends will come and friends will go,
The seasons change and it will show,
I will age and so will you,
But our friendship stays, strong and true.

Went to have a quiet bday meal with Emily tonight haven't seen her for ages was quite nice to see her again...

went to Ask in Whiteleys was quite nice... I had a wicked pizza but forgotten what it was called now... Reine i think....

before that I went shopping in High Street Kensington... brought myself a new jacket to cheer me up.... yes guys do retail therapy as well.

It was actually hard to part with my money i've actually in a mood where i don't want to spend money anymore :p I must be old!!!!

Went into a few shop and was tempted to buy so many things but i said to myself... "do i really need this" its was kinda like NO i don't but it would look good on you.

I went to PC World i was soooo tempted to buy a Sony Vaio but then i would have no money for my insurance :( so i didn't..... god!!!!!!!!! i'm such a girl when it comes to buying stuff :sad:

my Acne has cleared up now... well most of it... i think its cos of less stress as well. At work i've been training peeps which has kept me quite busy for the past week.

Anyway off to bed.

Today at work was prob one of thoses days you want to just forget. oh well see how it goes.......... recently i've been quite stress at work... hopefully it will all go...............

Got my European Health Insurance Card today everything is good to go... should be spending a few days in europe this month... depending on how much i have etc :p

Went rockclimbing yesterday with my mate from work and now my arms hurts!!!! but it was really good i'm gonna go there again... gonna try and go atleast once a month now to keep fit...

afterwards went to get some lunch then drove to Earl's Court to get my hair cut.... it was one of the worst haircuts i have ever had... No style at all... def gonna go back to Toni and Guy again :(

Afterwards got home to have a shower then it was off to watch the wonderful world of Mark Salem with Gemma, Phong and Charles

He was quite impressive and guess what! i got chosen again!!! well the sling shot paper (this is how he chooses is subjects) kinda landed between me and charles and he kicked it to my side... but hey what are the chances of getting to go on stage again and we were on the balcany this time.

Anyway got on stage with 5 other people and he asked us to draw a picture and then he would ask each one if that picture was theres and you had to reply no and he would see which one was lying... and he got mine right!

Maybe i'm a bad liar!

Overall it was a good show but what was funny was some of the audience were.... er well thick.... Marc would tell them to do something and they would just mess it up....

Anyway after that we went to Shish which is like an upmarket Kebab Restaurant.... I would have never thought you could pay that much for one kebab skew (£7) but anyway i ordered an Afgan Chicken and it was sooooooooooooo nice... def goona go there again.........

Afterwards went back to Gemma's place watched a bit of pimp my ride then played a bit of Street Fighter II ... now back in the days i used to be quite good at the gam ebut now i can even pull off a fireball... i blame the pad personally.

Then it was on with a bit of DDR man i got battered silly........ then it was on to some other games...

Overall a wicked night... left a 2am i think ... actually i don't remember :p

Yeah man called up the box office today managed to get tickets gonna go and see it on Sat night... can't wait...

My acne attack is still there... no signs of it disappearing... :( I will be doing more relaxing duties at work for the rest of the week so hopefully it will clear.

I'm so lonely sitting at home... from a person who used to go out everyday i've become a person who just goes home after work now... its soo boring

But I've saved so much money!!!

Oh well...

I've now decided i'm going to start Rock climbing again... i haven't done it for atleast a year and a bit... but i better start doing it cos i'm gonna forget...

I used to do it all the time with Zip but i guess those days are over... so anyway.. I've realised maybe i need to do more hobbies again....

so rock climbing it is.... oh once i nearly died cos Steve didn't lock the rope and i fell quite a bit until it locked all of a sudden... anyway i can't blame him someone was meant to be watching him... that person willl remain nameless.


So i'm going on Saturday if you wanna come give us a shout

Work is stressing me out well bad... past 2 days its been sooooo busy...

Anyway cos of all this stress i've been having recently i've started breaking out with stress spots and acne all over my face... so i'm on Antibiotic (Minocycline tablets) again...

Also i left my booking for marc salem to the last minute and i can 't get tickets :( gonna give the box office a call tomorrow see what i can salvage

Today i received my new car stereo took a while to install but its sooo cool having music in my car again... Yay i can go driving listen to music ... so so happy :p

actually so happy i went for a drive to china town tonight....

Also do i look gay or something? this guy tried to chat me up on shaftbury ave said hello in a really gay way... i just walked away... maybe he was trying to sale something... hmmmmmm

Today i got reminded about a pact i made 2 years ago.... it kinda hit me now... but it would be so funny if it happened... but i doubt it cos we are both social people... (god this sounds like a suicide pact... it isn't! but its something funny)

anyway... looking fwd to the weekend already... i really am gonna do something major this weekend... i really need to relax.... i've got a few options....

Go shopping and chilling in paris £140 return Eurostar
Go Brighton for the day £15 petrol
Go Ashford to shop £15 petrol
Relax in Richmond Park Free


At the moment i am really trying to save money cos my insurance is up for renewal and i gotta pay the rest of my car...... so in a way i can't spend but i gotta do something to relax...

Just really need to get away from this stress then all my spots will go away...

oh well going to sleep now... as it is 12.30 and i have work bright and early tomorrow.


Night night everyone.

I had one of the most busiest days at work ever... I didn't even have time to get a drink... by the end of the day i couldn't even remember how to even reset a password.

On my way home today went pass the Shell in Earls Court and there was a massive line of cars waiting to go into the Shell Petrol station... then it hit me everyone is panic buying cos of the fuel crisis which is everyone is predicting. So i thought i better do the same cos these nutters are gonna make the petrol stations dry...

Funny enough i went to the Sheps Bush BP station and that was empty... but i thought i better fill up anyway.

I'm on a diet at the moment... getting to fat... I only eat like one meal a day these days... hopefully i can lose 3KG !!!!



above is little sis trying to fit into a train in OC... lol

Today went to meet up gemma for a very late lunch...... picked her up then we went OC... I ate Korean quite nice as always....

Afterwards went back to her place to relax and stuff..... watch tv for a bit etc... then decided to look for insurance and they showed me how to save £600 ... Thank you sooo much....

Anyway afterwards... went to central.... i wanted to know the fastest route to central so i followed Phong... it was sooo hard to keep up in my micra :tongue:

Met up with Ming, James and Linda but James had to go back to CK so us three went to play a bit of pool... i could believe i lost to linda but beat ming :p

afterwards went to CK for a snack... and to play big 2... i suck at that games sooo much... atleast i didin't come last though.

Where is my car????????????? I'm sooo bored driving around with no stereo....

Why does a Polo take so long to make!!!! its not an X5 or anything. I slightly regret getting it now.... I could have got a ford focus or a 2nd hand 2 year old type R for cheaper.

I can't wait to get my car so i can listen to music ... when i get it i'm gonna take a few days off and just drive around....

gonna get an amp and sub for the car as well... i wanna it to be a proper gangsters car :tongue:

Brands I'm into: (heres a random lists of brands i like)
Soaps - Molton Brown
Wallets etc - Mont Blanc
Fashion & Jeans - Celio
Jeans and Fashion - Levi's
Trainers of Choice - Addidas Superstars!!!!!! (Superstar 35th Aniversary looks soo nice)
Non Branded Fashion - Muji

Regular shops i go to - Levi's, Celio, H&M, FCUK, Burtons, The GAP, Firetrap. Muji,


*ahem* b-day soon sis! hahahahaha just kidding...

Mr Marc Salem is back with his mind games.... Went to the show last year and it was really good.... it opened up my eyes to human psychology... Last year i went to see Derren Brown and Marc Salem and found that they were both simular in concept but Marc does tend to focus on the concepts rather than being a show man like Mr Brown.

Last year I was picked from the audience I was really nervous so i'm gonna make sure i don't sit in the front this time :p

Anyway if anyone wants to come just give us a shout.

For my birthday I'm most likelly gonna have a dinner meet then on to Thai Square. Gemma helpling look for a private dining room cos last year it was kinda pricey :p

Today I went to the Temple in Wimbledon Parkside with my Mum... first time i've been for many years... its weird i remember when i was small i used to go there all the time... it was prob the only place where the thai community meet... Anyway it was quite nice to go again...

Tonight was just watching Thai music videos... and playing sim city :p


Quite a nice relaxing sunday evening...

On my way home today it started to rain hard... and everywhere i went there was soooo much traffic.... sothing i really hate cos my legs start to hurt... took me bout an hour to get home.. :(

got home went to sleep for a while... woke up text peeps to see if they were coming out today... no one :9 oh well nevermind...

Ming called later said he left is bag and keys inside his work place which is Abbey... i thought it was quite funny but eventually he managed to get into the bank...

Afterwards met up with Ming and he took me to eat and this Thai resurant just up the road... it was sooooooooooooooooooooooo yummy and cheap....

Afterwards i went home... updated the website... and thats about it...

hopefully i'll do something more interesting tomorrow.

Sorry to everyone if you had to put up with my depressing diary...

really had to let it out... most of it is out now so time for me to cheer me up...

http://nflsmackdown.com/bb/showthread.php?t=3047

This site is using one of my pics... i don't understand the joke either.... but anyway...


I'm off for a drive to waste petrol... See ya

After work i went to Kyoto Gardens in Holland Park to take time to reflect on things ..... was very nice... i think i will go there again tomorrow



A blast from the past emailed me today after reading on my blog and was concerned for me... Made me quite happy that she did.... must have been sooo hard to email me ... anyway i'll email you soon....

Oh well its 2am now... and I need to sleep gotta wake up at 6 to go and have fun at work... Atleast there i have people that make me cheerful....

Had quite a stressful day at work today. So iu needed to chill so went to Holland park for a while to relax and chill....

I think i need just a good night sleep i think i'm so tense.

Today I went to Brent Cross to do some shopping... i brought a pair of shoes and a nice GAP jacket... felt nice doing a bit of retail therapy :smile:

The annoying person contacted me again.......... I confronted her with all her lies.. and she just didn't say anything... beside the excuses she made

She lied to my friends and she lied to me... not sure what she was thinking maybe she thought i would never find out...

You know you can lie all you want i really don't care... you're just kidding yourself.... like i said to you on the phone... i wouldn't even care if you died... thats how much i hate you for lying.

One day it will happen to you...

Night night

Today I went to see Jessi who lives in Kingston...... after went out central had a really long chat, played pool... which i won :p then decided to go home cos i had work next day...

On the way back it was raining quite heavy i couldn't see crap.... thought i was gonna crash but sadly i made it.....

I've been staring at this picture all day today.... I took this picture a while back... but when i look at it now... i never realised how nice a sunset can be...

Yesterday I left all my worries behind yesterday was the first time i had fun for while.... I could be myself for the first time not worrying about anything. I've also decided to leave my problems behind and not let them make me upset again... Thank you Jessi.

One person who i Spent time with on Saturday i would to say thank you for being there for me... i've realised you are a good person.... and it would be a shame if you stopped talking to me. I hope you are ok.... As I know you are upset....

To the Thursday person... You were my best friend for a very long time but i learnt a few things about you... and i've realised you would do stuff just to cover your back... i don't know when you changed but i'm glad you will never be close to me again... you ruined my life once you ain't gonna do it agian... take whatever friend you want with you.... i know who my real friends are now. You ain't going to hurt me again.

I say 2005 was a shit year for me, but 2005 has also been a suprising year as well... I made some really good friends...

When Shit happens to me it only makes me stronger.... it makes me try harder in life, just to prove to the people who doubted me or who hurted me...

Look at these cool matrix cats.............. cool init...

Went to Another Leaving drinking do on friday... This time it was Frank he Leaving for another IT company.... Good Luck!!!!!

We went to the Mason Pub in Battersea which has the most expensive drinks in the world!!!!

Afterwards Eva picked me up and headed to Gemma B-day dinner!!!!! Quite nice seeing everyone again as we all do different things now.....

Was gonna go Thai Sq as well but i was soooo tired from work... I needed a rest...

Sorry if I have been a bit detached from everyone the past weeks i just need time to myself...

I just need to be alone so i don't need to worry about anyone else...



On a lighter note been listening to the latest M-Flo album.... now when i first heard it it wasn't all that but the more a listen to it its not that bad.... it's a very nice car album....

Talking about Cars my car is 60% done now.... Just needs all the customs fits etc... so they haven't given me a date yet but might be earlier now... Wish they would hurry up i need to listen to music!!!!!!